Anonymous asked: Thank you! I may look like an asshole but I have a soul.
I may not be that smart to understand why you are saying this to me.
There are reasons why I don’t keep on talking to people. Reasons why I couldn’t even tell a long stories to my friends, talk to strangers and make new friends out of nowhere. But it doesn’t mean that I don’t really want to, I want to but I can’t because of the reasons I don’t even know. Or I would say, I don’t want people to know.
Yung matagal mong pinag-isipan ang isang bagay, tapos kapag nakapag-decide kana at nagawa mo na, may instance na seconds after na nagawa mo na ito, bigla mo nalang maiisip na sana hindi nalang pero huli na para bawiin.
Sometimes I pretend to be clueless for what I’m feeling. I tell people I get sad without any reason, I get angry randomly like I don’t even know why. But the real thing is that, there’s actually a reason behind those clueless feelings inside, and I just don’t want to admit and people will know why.
I sacrificed every single thing I wanted to do for the vacation ‘cause I have to work. No ballet, no beach, no rest, no fun but work. I must get my reward asap, even I’m 50/50 not sure if I could because there’s a consequence. Again. Why life so hard?
Today is my first year with my tumblr account. My first tumblr blog w/c is my random blog right now. (dance/foods/cats/fun) Ü





